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Zest is the secret of all beauty. There is no beauty that is attractive without zest. Y
& zest is sumtin' that comes frm within.

Friday, November 20, 2009
Let's Party & put our sorrows Away!!

i dunno whr to begin tiz entry.. to many tings running thru my mind.. & im running outta time as tmr i'll be away..

firstly, it's been a long time since i last had a long late nite talk like that day... miss it alot.. the flow & chemistry was as usual.. amazing...  from frens to family to work to sch to life... haix.. thank you for the convo.. dunno if it meant anyting to u.. but it did to me...

life's getting better with the endless support frm the ppl arn me.. i feel so blessed and touched by the love, concern and kindness that my friends, colleagues, family members & of coz the best boss in e world have given me! i can never thank all of u enuff.. no werds can describe my appreciation towards each & every one of u for holding & hugging me tight.. & for all the comforting words that the heart long to hear... May God repay your kindess & may all of u lead a blessed life..

& tdy bff was at her "mentelness".. kept blushing... cz thr's a new cutie on our flr.. lolx!! she's jz sooo adorable! & we were called the "Alice in Wonderland" cz of our very floral.. sweet & young outlook.. lolx!!

& she whispered.. "i'm gonna miss u ;(" right before we departed... awww so e sweeettt tiz gerl... i'm sure gonna miss her funniness too.. ;P & thx Waa for covering for me while im gone.. hehe.. ILY!! i reali do kk.. heh.

thank you all once again for everything... i'll try not to disappoint all of u k..

& zoom i go to Genting!!! hopefully the flu bug gets better wen i reach thr!! gfs!! mit u gerls in a few hrs time!! & we'll be having our old times fav breakfat.. MR Mc!! heheee.. whee~! & more gerl talk!!!

sister.. i wish u cud follow me too!! gonna miss my roomie!! & yessss.. u are may use my bed FREELY!! lolx!!! like u are not already doing it now!

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& prayers is suppose to be between urself & God... it shouldn't be told.. becoz it is ur conversation wit God wen u are at ur sincerest & it shud be kept a secret.. u may share it wit a fren.. bt nt to the intended person.. jz like u are in my prayers from e beginning till nw.. i'd hav nvr told u so & u would've nvr noe if i wasn't compared.. A true sincere prayer comes frm within & do not expect anything in return...

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Tuesday, November 17, 2009
& new best fren found...

Been going out wit wani alot!!! & shopped alot too!!! Mati gitu aku kn!! Bt she makes me feel so gd... We'll laughed non stop abt all e stupid tings.. Hahaaa!! Klaka gitu kn.. & we both hav sweet tooth.. lurveee chocs so like.. PERFECT!!! (",) hahaa... We'll hav diabetic desserts for dinner & walk & talk & laugh & jz window shop!! But most of e time it's she accompanying me buy stuff or me following her buy stuff bt usually we'll both end up buying!!! Wahahaaa!!! N we'll wait for each other to end werk if e othr one gt stuck wit last min werk.. Bt it's usually her having to wait for me.. Wahahaa... ESP nw tt I gt 2 new portfolios - translator & poster making... I feel like I'm a translator & poster machine.. Like overnite nid to produce!! Lolx!!! Sometimes it's not gd to hav too many talents.. Haha!!! Bt they still dunno I cn do stats & make wonders wit numbers & graphs!! Wahahaa!! Shhhh ppl!! Tiz is for ur eyes ONI!!! Heheer... & ya our fav line is " ohh!! Che Canot breat" - phillipines accent! Lolx! & we'll b sooo tired wen we go hm! Wahaha!! Best best!!

Posted at 09:07 pm by sHaNuRhaFiZah
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& new best fren found...

Been going out wit wani alot!!! & shopped alot too!!! Mati gitu aku kn!! Bt she makes me feel so gd... We'll laughed non stop abt all e stupid tings.. Hahaaa!! Klaka gitu kn.. & we both hav sweet tooth.. lurveee chocs so like.. PERFECT!!! (",) hahaa... We'll hav diabetic desserts for dinner & walk & talk & laugh & jz window shop!! But most of e time it's she accompanying me buy stuff or me following her buy stuff bt usually we'll both end up buying!!! Wahahaaa!!! N we'll wait for each other to end werk if e othr one gt stuck wit last min werk.. Bt it's usually her having to wait for me.. Wahahaa... ESP nw tt I gt 2 new portfolios - translator & poster making... I feel like I'm a translator & poster machine.. Like overnite nid to produce!! Lolx!!! Sometimes it's not gd to hav too many talents.. Haha!!! Bt they still dunno I cn do stats & make wonders wit numbers & graphs!! Wahahaa!! Shhhh ppl!! Tiz is for ur eyes ONI!!! Heheer... & ya our fav line is " ohh!! Che Canot breat" - phillipines accent! Lolx! & we'll b sooo tired wen we go hm! Wahaha!! Best best!!

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Monday, November 16, 2009
Dear Joe...

Dear Joe, I'm so sori tt I had to make u fall for me den tell u tt I dunno hw to love again.. I'm sori tt ure jz so sweet & nice bt yet I had to reject u.. I jz din wan to continue hurting u cz I dunno wat I wan anymore.. Life's too messed up & I do not wish for u to get tangled in too... I jz had to end it.. Thank u for being so nice & sweet bt yt understanding & did not force me / expect anything in return... Thank u for still caring & wanting to be frens.. It's jz a shame tt we can nvr be tog.. Bcz in e end family matters so much more... Sori again dear fren.. & thank u for lending ur shoulders for me to cry on.. May u God repay u for all e kindness tt u've shown me & showered me wit for tix short period of time.. I reali appreciate ur presence in my life & glad tt God have crossed our paths to mit... & plz dun worry abt me.. I'm a big girl.. I'll find my way out of tiz dark gloomy tunnel.. Insyallah...

Posted at 08:21 pm by sHaNuRhaFiZah
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Sunday, November 15, 2009
So long goodbye! Time to clean up tiz super messed up life!

Messed up life... 1 prob not solved yet... Here I am digging another deep grave for myself! Arghh!!! It's so damn messy! I nid to clean up my life pretty soon & put them bck on track... Onli one way & e best way to do it... Calling back "evil" twin!!! "good" twin's too weak to lead life... Switching to bitchy mode.... Sori ppl.. Ain't gonna be tt nice anymore... Sori in advance to those I'm gonna clean away frm life... I jz hope u guys will find e way to forgive me someday... & thx Alvin for motivating & encouraging me.. For listening & for "scolding" me.. Haha.. I nid tt.. & I did chase.. I tried... I gav my best shot.. Bt still thr's no one hm... & I nid more Wani now!! She's my new laughing partner... She makes me feel funny & gd & bitchy... A new found fren.. & a glimpse of hope.. Haha.. Jz tinking of her makes me laugh oready... Lolx!! I told her if she ever turns Les. One day.. Let me Noe cz I dun mind being her Les. Partner! Wahahahaa!!! Of coz she went O.M.G! *faints! Lolx!!

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Relapse... Haixx..

Delivered an orange gerbera to show my appreciation.. dunno wat got into me.. am wondering wat am i fighhting for??? & y am i still even fighting & be stubborn.. wen i clearly noe wat's going on.. someone tell me to stop plz. haix.. damn me! haix...

Whr do I begin fixing tiz broken heart??? Hw do I pick I e pieces of my life wen it's all over e plc??? Haix.... Faith is fading... Stupid to Kip having wishful tinking... Another slpless nite..

I'm still alive but i'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that i don't believe in
Cos i got time while he got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

His best days will be some of my worst
He finally met a lady that's gonna put him 1st
While i'm wide awake he's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you and
What am i supposed to say when i'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces yeah
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos he's moved on while i'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am i gonna to do when the best part of me was always you and
What am i suppose to say when i'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces yeah
I'm falling to pieces yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(one still in love while the other ones leaving
I'm falling to pieces
(cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got her heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, i took the blame.
Now i'm tryna make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but i'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that i don't believe in
Cos i got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am i gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am i suppose to say when i'm all choked up and your ok
(oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(oh i'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(one still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no

Posted at 01:09 am by sHaNuRhaFiZah
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Haix...

Some ppl walk their talks bt unfortunately some ppl dun... Haixxx... Another empty werds spoken... I wonder wat it all means & I wonder wen will it stop... Haixx... & I wonder y am I still trying wen I clearly Noe wats goin on... Haix... Stupid me... Dear depression plz go away... Haixxxx...

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Saturday, November 14, 2009
Fading hope...

I nid a miracle to get thru tiz depressing times.. My hope is fading... Bt I'm hanging on to faith... I pray I'll get my answers.. Haix...

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Friday, November 13, 2009
Sha's self-talk... Hah.

I sooo nid to find e time, strength n motivation to study for e last paper!! Arrr!! It's been a crazy mth!!! C'mon sha!! Dun giv up!! 1 more hurdle & ure gd to go darling!!! Go go go!!! Never tink of failure without trying & never plan to fail!! Yes, I WILL & MUST get tiz one done!!

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
you couldn't have loved me better.. but i found mysef

My biggest dissapointment out of everything was that you were not strong enough to kip on fighting & fulfill all your promises to me.. It started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in but sadly perfect couldn't keep this love alive..

nevertheless, i'm glad tt u've move on & found another that doesn't always make you want to cry..

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So long
Farewell
Hello, to the new me
The better me

That's right
My Life...

21, and I've realized,
Everything you want's not meant to be.
21 then you qualify,
To stand up to responsibilities.
So I tried to prioritize
By deciding what I know is best for me.

And then there's always, love that tries to trip you up.
You try to catch yourself before you hit the ground.
But nothings promised.
Friends are there to cheer you up,
To give you strength and build you up when you are down.
So I set sail emotion

I say
So long, farewell,
My life's moving forward.
My ship has sailed,
And I'm so glad it's over.
My heart is well,
After all that I've been through
I found myself.

22, I hope that I'm,
With someone who truly cares for me.
If I'm not, I'll be alright,
I'll accept the time I know God has for me.
One day I'll be the perfect wife.
That's my destiny,
And I won't be afraid to try
though is always....

Love that tries to trip you up
But then someone who sweep you off the ground,
But nothings promised.
I'm not gonna give it up
Just because the last one let me down.
So I set sail emotion.


I say
So long, farewell,
My life's moving forward.
My ship has sailed,
And I'm so glad it's over.
My heart is well,
After all that I've been through
I found myself.

I'm looking out for me,
Taking care of my needs.
Life isn't guaranteed,
It's time to start living.
It wont always be the same,
Can't be afraid of change.
You wanna have your way,
Demand till your Satisfied
You lower your self esteem,
You gotta live your dream.
It's all bout confidence,
To let them know that you can stand up.
You never try,
Learn to express you mind.
Sometimes you gotta fight,
It's your life so don't you give up.

I say
So long, farewell,
My life's moving forward.
That ship has sailed,
And I'm so glad it's over.
My heart is well,
After all that I've been through
I found myself.
After all that I've been through
I found myself.........


Posted at 01:03 am by sHaNuRhaFiZah
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