i dunno whr to begin tiz entry.. to many tings running thru my mind.. & im running outta time as tmr i'll be away..
firstly, it's been a long time since i last had a long late nite talk like that day... miss it alot.. the flow & chemistry was as usual.. amazing... from frens to family to work to sch to life... haix.. thank you for the convo.. dunno if it meant anyting to u.. but it did to me...
life's getting better with the endless support frm the ppl arn me.. i feel so blessed and touched by the love, concern and kindness that my friends, colleagues, family members & of coz the best boss in e world have given me! i can never thank all of u enuff.. no werds can describe my appreciation towards each & every one of u for holding & hugging me tight.. & for all the comforting words that the heart long to hear... May God repay your kindess & may all of u lead a blessed life..
& tdy bff was at her "mentelness".. kept blushing... cz thr's a new cutie on our flr.. lolx!! she's jz sooo adorable! & we were called the "Alice in Wonderland" cz of our very floral.. sweet & young outlook.. lolx!!
& she whispered.. "i'm gonna miss u ;(" right before we departed... awww so e sweeettt tiz gerl... i'm sure gonna miss her funniness too.. ;P & thx Waa for covering for me while im gone.. hehe.. ILY!! i reali do kk.. heh.
thank you all once again for everything... i'll try not to disappoint all of u k..
& zoom i go to Genting!!! hopefully the flu bug gets better wen i reach thr!! gfs!! mit u gerls in a few hrs time!! & we'll be having our old times fav breakfat.. MR Mc!! heheee.. whee~! & more gerl talk!!!
sister.. i wish u cud follow me too!! gonna miss my roomie!! & yessss.. u are may use my bed FREELY!! lolx!!! like u are not already doing it now!
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& prayers is suppose to be between urself & God... it shouldn't be told.. becoz it is ur conversation wit God wen u are at ur sincerest & it shud be kept a secret.. u may share it wit a fren.. bt nt to the intended person.. jz like u are in my prayers from e beginning till nw.. i'd hav nvr told u so & u would've nvr noe if i wasn't compared.. A true sincere prayer comes frm within & do not expect anything in return...
Delivered an orange gerbera to show my appreciation.. dunno wat got into me.. am wondering wat am i fighhting for??? & y am i still even fighting & be stubborn.. wen i clearly noe wat's going on.. someone tell me to stop plz. haix.. damn me! haix...
Whr do I begin fixing tiz broken heart??? Hw do I pick I e pieces of my life wen it's all over e plc??? Haix.... Faith is fading... Stupid to Kip having wishful tinking... Another slpless nite..
I'm still alive but i'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that i don't believe in
Cos i got time while he got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
His best days will be some of my worst
He finally met a lady that's gonna put him 1st
While i'm wide awake he's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no
What am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you and
What am i supposed to say when i'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces yeah
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos he's moved on while i'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no
What am i gonna to do when the best part of me was always you and
What am i suppose to say when i'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces yeah
I'm falling to pieces yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(one still in love while the other ones leaving
I'm falling to pieces
(cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
Oh you got her heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, i took the blame.
Now i'm tryna make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.
I'm still alive but i'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that i don't believe in
Cos i got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no
What am i gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am i suppose to say when i'm all choked up and your ok
(oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(oh i'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(one still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
Oh it don't break even no
My biggest dissapointment out of everything was that you were not strong enough to kip on fighting & fulfill all your promises to me.. It started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in but sadly perfect couldn't keep this love alive..
nevertheless, i'm glad tt u've move on & found another that doesn't always make you want to cry..
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So long
Farewell
Hello, to the new me
The better me
That's right
My Life...
21, and I've realized,
Everything you want's not meant to be.
21 then you qualify,
To stand up to responsibilities.
So I tried to prioritize
By deciding what I know is best for me.
And then there's always, love that tries to trip you up.
You try to catch yourself before you hit the ground.
But nothings promised.
Friends are there to cheer you up,
To give you strength and build you up when you are down.
So I set sail emotion
I say
So long, farewell,
My life's moving forward.
My ship has sailed,
And I'm so glad it's over.
My heart is well,
After all that I've been through
I found myself.
22, I hope that I'm,
With someone who truly cares for me.
If I'm not, I'll be alright,
I'll accept the time I know God has for me.
One day I'll be the perfect wife.
That's my destiny,
And I won't be afraid to try
though is always....
Love that tries to trip you up
But then someone who sweep you off the ground,
But nothings promised.
I'm not gonna give it up
Just because the last one let me down.
So I set sail emotion.
I say
So long, farewell,
My life's moving forward.
My ship has sailed,
And I'm so glad it's over.
My heart is well,
After all that I've been through
I found myself.
I'm looking out for me,
Taking care of my needs.
Life isn't guaranteed,
It's time to start living.
It wont always be the same,
Can't be afraid of change.
You wanna have your way,
Demand till your Satisfied
You lower your self esteem,
You gotta live your dream.
It's all bout confidence,
To let them know that you can stand up.
You never try,
Learn to express you mind.
Sometimes you gotta fight,
It's your life so don't you give up.
I say
So long, farewell,
My life's moving forward.
That ship has sailed,
And I'm so glad it's over.
My heart is well,
After all that I've been through
I found myself.
After all that I've been through
I found myself.........
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