I woke up crying tdy.. Cz I realized my nightmare was true... I'm still trying to digest in everything tt happened last nite... Nvr will I forget 1 nov.. E day it all ended... Officially n finally.. Jz as I started to appreciate e stalkings, it's nw gone forever.. He once again made a decision for us.. He wasn't strong enuff to fight for our much complicated love.. I no longer blame him.. I understand tt a man has limitations.. It's jz a pity tt his love for me had a limitation as well.. Thank u for being thr & for explaining things honestly.. I wish u all e happiness & love in e world.. May u find someone who cud giv u true happiness & make u deeply in love like u once made me feel.. Go now.. & dun look bck.. I'll survive tiz wave.. Insyallah.. Sumday.. Sumhow... I'll find ways to heal me... To find again my lost sunshine..& put together my broken soul.. It's jz a pity tt u wun b dre to help me do it again.. Like u use to.. It's time for me to walk tiz journey alone..